I know I said I wasn’t going to keep doing this but I just have no-one to talk to about this. I have an amazing pen pal he gets me. I’ve told him more than I should I guess and Archie’s really angry about it.
I didn’t mean to upset him or put our family in danger. And I haven’t, N is a great guy, A great friend. We’ve been writing to each other for months and sure we haven’t met in person but I care about him and I know he feels the same way about me.
I want to meet up with him but Archie… I don’t know what to do. I know I can trust N, but how can I prove to Archie that he is trustworthy without taking a risk. I don’t want to lose my family, I don’t think Archie will forgive me if I do this but I just don’t want to be alone forever.. Watching other people fall in love.. get married .. have children.. be happy…
I just don’t know what to do!!